Leviticus 14:1-57
Mark 6:30-56
Psalm 40:1-10
Proverbs 10:11-12
Reflection
"It's hard to remember that Jesus did not come to make us safe, but rather to make us disciples, citizens of God's new age, a kingdom of surprise."—Stanley Hauerwas, Duke University
The compassion of Jesus is on magnificent display here. There's the powerful statement that Jesus saw the multitudes, noted their lost condition and felt deep compassion for them. There is the amazing demonstration of power in the feeding of the five thousand. Then there is the statement "...and he intended to pass by them."
Compassion? Jesus sees the struggle his disciples are experiencing, the fear as strong as the waves, the weariness of their arms giving way under the strain of rowing against the storm. The passage even states that he could see they were in "serious trouble!"
And he intended to pass by them.
That statement can get lost amidst the walk on the water, the invitation for Peter to step onto the waves (Matt.14) and the stilling of the storm. It's a statement that, if you think about it, makes you wonder where in the world his compassion went.
It could be that there are times when the compassionate thing for Jesus to do is to keep an eye on us while we struggle.
"All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it." - 1 Cor. 10:13 (The Message)
The inescapable inference is that one, he will allow you to be pushed or tested and two, there is a limit he will let you be pushed to. Why? As Stanley Hauerwas said above, God is outfitting us for something greater than our safety, something more profound than simply having a personal "storm sitter." God is about the business of making us like his son and turning us lose to partner with him in his activity in the world. Part of that preparation is the furnace of affliction, temptation, suffering and struggle. There is a facet of Christ-like strength that comes not from munching on manna but wrestling with the waves.
Compassion can be letting you struggle but know this, he never takes his eye off you, he knows the limits, and he is the Master of the waves.
Prayer
Lord, sometimes I wonder about Your compassion. I feel lost and forgotten. I think the waves might take me down. Remind me that in these times to You are not far from me and You even use these moments to chisel at that hardness of my heart and reveal Jesus in me. Thank you Lord. I will trust you. In Jesus name, Amen.




